I exist, I'm alive, or at least i'm kinda breathing
and I've got no new day's sheathing
for this ugly hollow feeling to disguise,
and I don't really mind this time,
up to now I've been throwing and wasting my entire fucking stupid life.
So this time I won't go back home at night and my mind,
the more that I engage in it the more that I am mortified
so tell me why am I supposed to avoid
a troubled cure for a useless troubled fucking stupid mind?
Oh my!, I'm bubbling up inside and I got tired
of waiting for the dawn to bring the sunlight to my night
and melt the ice and cure me of this pain that keeps my lungs tight,
I cry inside and that's fine, so I tear my flesh
to draw my soul backlighting,
like a praying atheist choking in weight,
singing to embrace this light being
and take leave of this mundane earthly frame
of absence, same old sadness,
I better pack up and run away again,
and switch off the loudness of these visions I still find in fondness
and just forget that you were once my best friend.
In through dusk I hide from lantern lights.
Love the stars when shooting from your eyes.
I tear my flesh to draw my soul backlighting,
I'm a praying atheist choking in weight,
I sing to embrace this light being.
I'm just trying to make myself not care.
credits
from The unbearable lightness,
released December 29, 2018
Composing, performing, recording, mixing and mastering by David Dommarco
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